The cruel heart with Honest intentions

You made me realize why I never opened my heart before you
But my love was a feeling, never a decision.
That is why is was so magical.
This is why it was so tragic cause we never said goodbye.

Melting away like Spring snow
Drifting away like I meant nothing at all
Give me skinned knees, give me disease
Broken hearts just wont heal

I should have known the silver tongue, always disguised as the devil
But I also made that love deposit and never got the withdrawal in return
That is why you're fucked up
That is why we didn't work out cause you never said goodnight

Melting like Spring snow
Drifting away like autumn leaves
Give me skinned knees, give me disease
Broken hearts just don't heal

As soon as forever is through, that's when I'll be over you
As soon as forever is through, that's when I'll be over you
As soon as forever is through, I hope I am over you

Give me skinned knees, give me disease
Because broken hearts just wont heal.

My heart had room for two

Never thought I would feel like this
You said goodbye through those silent eyes
I was stupid, you played me real good
With the hope of a love note

I'll never find.
I'll never find.

You re-confirmed my belief, I can't believe in love
Cause you said goodbye through those silent eyes
I was crazy, I was crazy, I am crazy for you
Still believing there is hope for a love note

I'll never find.
I'll never find.

I'll never find that love I longed for in the summer
I'll always have to wonder what might have been
I'll never have my heart to give it to another
Because you stole it. I'll never find it.

Never thought I would feel like this again
A hideous monster that can't change what she is
But I was made to know, I was made to know
I was made to know and love you.

But I can't trust you
I can't trust you

I'll never find that love I longed for in the summer
I'll always have to wonder what might have been

I'll never have my heart to give it to another
Because you stole it. I'll never find it.

And I am sorry.
But obviously,
you still want a part of me
Or else you would have thrown away my heart
You would have thrown away my heart
And I am sorry
I wasn't enough
But I thought that I was
Because my heart had room for two.

I should have never trusted you.
I should have never trusted you.
I should have never trusted you.

In this empty space, I'm the empty place

You're in this empty place
Caught in between the bed sheets and reality
Giving me too much space
Putting me through insanity

So what? The sun shook once
But you dimmed the lights
'Cause you're scared of fate
So, once again the sun shines brighter
You let the whole damn world escape
Our hearts.

I can find you in everything
I can find you in everything
Our flame is dying, heat me up.
Let it consume me, feed it now.
I can find you in everything
I can find you in everything
But it's only your soul
Your face is fading away

Speak to me in the light of the day
Run towards me, don't walk away.
You're the only part of this place that isn't shit.
Let's conquer the world before you walk away.
We'll fuck the world before we call it quits.

Are you ashamed of the youth upon my face?
Afraid the falling out will hold less grace?
My head is heavy with all the thoughts you selfishly put in my mind
My eyes are tired for all the late nights I stayed up, time after time.

I can find you in everything
I can find you in everything
Our flame is dying, heat me up.
Let it consume me, feed it now.
I can find you in everything
I can find you in everything
But it's only your soul
Your face is fading away

I try to color in the lines
But there was no foundation to begin with
I try to rewrite the beginning of our time
But there was no foundation to begin with

I can find you in everything
I can find you in everything
Our flame is dying, heat me up.
Let it consume me, feed it now.
I can find you in everything
I can find you in everything
But it's only your soul
Your face is fading away
Your face is fading away
Your face is fading away

Freeman Frustration

He was new, sitting alone in the left center of the room. He had moved the chairs so he was sitting on the old stained carpet. My heart flutters a little as I walk over to the pale, thin boy who is only visible by the blush of his cheeks. "Joel Freeman, right?" I ask with total confidence. "That is me" he says.
     This monotone conversation had me frustrated. What was this boy thinking about me? What was he even thinking? His body language and eyes unknowing. He was the funnel of the tornado. Something had to be stirring inside his head. Will he say something disastrous; something I don't want to hear? Or will that funnel slowly disappear and just be a warning to never speak to him again.
     So I took a chance, and instead of running home and hiding in the basement, I drove straight, head on into the storm. "Have you ever heard of In the Heights?" Those were the magic words that broke the silence.

Needs

Arrow

Hand made
Destined to strike
   Neanderthals are salivating everyday
Hunger

SamWise

Home is behind
the world ahead
And there are many paths to tread
Through shadows to the edge of night
Until the stars are all alight
Then world behind and home ahead
We'll wander back to home and bed
Mist and twilight
Cloud and shade
Away shall fade
Away shall fade
-Lord of the Rings

Samwise you're not a fool
you understood
that he could not stand alone
on his own
Samwise
the road is never ending
with weary feet
his paths my destiny

The world was young
we've never had that bread
On our tongues
No stain on the moon was seen
we drank from untasted wells
Unclean

we followed the path
we were meant to take
our enemy
became your friend
and I stayed here to emend

Samwise you're not a fool
you understood
that he could not stand alone
on his own
Samwise
the road is never ending
with weary feet
his paths my destiny

don’t go where I can't follow
I wont sleep alone under a willow tree and I can’t swim
teach me
And help me remember the taste of strawberries

And our fellowship can never end we’ll always have our little friends we saved the shire we saved ourselves I’m at the end of your book saying...

Samwise you're not a fool
you understood
that he could not stand alone
on his own
Samwise
the road is never ending
with weary feet
his paths my destiny



Samwise is the stronger character, truest character, and my favorite character.

Summer Love

And tonight we share the last hope.
Will this ever go away?
And tonight we share the laughter, of yesterday.
And is it cold out where you are?
Fireflies won't come to me.
September could never hold the heat.
I rested.

900 miles and I'm still not close to home.
A broken laugh and a new soul made of stone.
This false chisel drills my heart to missing.
I never was the one for wishing.

And now I'm tired of loving you baby.
It was my choice, it was my choice
And now I'm wrapped in glass and I'm soaked in wine
But I'll stay.
Pretend that I'm happy since it's a new day.

And now I'm wishing,
That you were wishing,
That I was wishing,
All summer long.

And now I'm wishing,
That you were wishing,
That I was wishing,
Our love away.

And now I'm tired of loving you baby.
It was my choice.
It was my choice.
Now I'm wrapped in glass
And I'm soaked in wine
But I'll stay.
Pretend that I'm happy since it's a new day.

Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the summer love.
Oh, I wish for summer love.
On a new day.