Love. People fall so easily, but do they even know what it means. I am not one to judge, you live your life, I live mine. I feel like it is not a special meaning anymore. Just simple words that one feels needs to be said to feel closer to an infatuation. Love gives you all the reasons in the world to give up values and I know, because my values I thought I had are all washed away somewhere between drugs and the fantasies I wish to make true.
Chemicals in my brain.
I find it so weird that our brain lets off an infatuation chemical, that can take a minimum of 24 months to wear off. I guess it is true, it happens in my friendships. I can be best friends with someone for two years and then realize I never truly loved them. It is tragic, but it happens. I would never trade the times I had with my old friends for anything, but it is weird to think that I thought I knew what love was.
Broken values.
I honestly have made myself believe I never had values. It was easier then coping with the fact that somewhere in my life I took a different path and picked all the poisonous flowers. But then I remember, the poisonous ones are usually the prettiest. So, that is how I get my mind out of that dilemma.
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